We fall in love, and we fall apart.

control me.
I'm easy to control.
keep my leash short.
because you know I won't do anything.
I can't do anything about it.
my words are vain.
too vain to say.
so they'll never be heard.
trapped on the tip of my tounge.
my lips are a door.
not willing to open.
not willing to let them go.
I know what they can do,
these words.
and the outcome is terrifying.
terrifying and unfair.
the leash around my neck will keep me in your reach.
but don't tug it too hard.
my neck will break before it bends.
I'll break before I bend.

This blog is useless, I'm talking to myself.

Are you getting sick yet?
sick and tired yet?
of how you're living.
how you're acting.
the way you feel.
are you sick of it?
I am.
I'm fucking sick of this.
I'm sick.
I wish you were still the good kid you told yourself,
you'd always be.
That good kid.
I wish I could be.

You'll always be remembered, I swear.

Goodbye Levi and Paige.
You we two, GREAT people.
We miss you.
We all miss you.
Our hearts full of pain.
We miss you.

this is our decision, we live fast and we die young.

you know we keep secrets from you.
But you need to let it go,
because you're never going to know.

just hold your hope.

he said it was a one night stand,
but the alcohol wouldn't let her understand.
she doesn't deserve to be in a place like this,
all alone.
somebody should tell her,
"you're at your best when you're sober."

quit stalling, make a name for yourself.

you want to see me.
see the real me.
here I am.
bare of disguise.
this is me.
accept it.
appect me.
I won't change for you.
I can't, change.
not for you.

he gave me a word of advice.

"stop lying stop trying, I know you gave up on your life a long time ago. "